Tuesday, April 26, 2005

what am i doing?

Bollocks - I just completely freaked myself out by asking The Boy back for 'coffee'. I got so caught up in the way he was looking at me and forgot myself. Definitely wasn't the right time - and after I went through the whole shaving ritual before I left the apartment as well ("just in case", you understand...!). Will have to wait ages for a wax now - doh. Really fancy him tho, is complete bugger. For now he fancies me too - and beginning to believe him. Still makes it scary - especially as I can't imagine it lasting (with anyone actually - is product of our times). Can't believe I got so freaked out. I had to leave him there completely bewildered on the street. Hopefully I didn't look like I'd completely lost it but probably came across slightly weird! oh well....will have to get over myself and dive on in I guess. Am normally quite good at switching the brain off but I guess the running away thing is more of a survival instinct than I thought...

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